Sunday, March 30, 2003

30 mar 2003, sun. The neem tree is flowering. My grandmother & I are both allergic, we hope it'll be over by next week. I soo like to breathe!

Thursday, March 27, 2003

27 mar 2003, thu. Alvin Toffler, in "Future Shock", a 1970's book, writes of super-industrialism. The "Transience" concept defines much of my recent and ongoing experiences. My mom thinks that it's simply because the book is an analysis of human nature, that it proves true up to now.

Saturday, March 22, 2003

22 mar 2003, sat. I pretend to not know what day it is, but I do. This day last year, past revisited & future witheld. This day this year, I'm still young after all.

We celebrate summer. I also find out that I can still write letters, buy stationery with tet at papemelroti, watch bowling, (cts prevents my being actively involved), drive a bumper car, sing (?), win an air hockey game, lose arcade racing (6th place!), let jester and sandy show me the biomechanics of winning a shooting game, and let ryan get 10x adele's score shooting ninjas.

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

qc. 20 mar 2003,thu. A change in family dynamics. Who takes responsibility? Does "grown-up" mean I understand life and how blame heals no wounds and achieves no meaningful end?

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

13 mar 2003, thu. "Why do we remember the ban and not the invitation, the one thing witheld and not the many things given, the 'No!' and not the 'Yes.'?"

-Mark Buchanan, the problem of pleasure

Monday, March 10, 2003

ust, espana, manila. 11 mar 2003, tue. In determination to become must we unremembering, grasp what is next and forgetting, release what was last?