raksha_05

Surgery remedial later. Quiz 1 Hema tomorrow 8am. if I run into some positive peer pressure, I'll attend class. or maybe I can review right after this?

Wed Jul 30
7-11am OB lectures . somebody else remembers chris mendoza . thanks, erwin !

quotable quote from kuya Ry-
"wag mong ilagay o i-asa ang kasiyahan mo sa iba. dapat nasa sarili mo na iyon."

posted by mjc @ 7:50 PM

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"sometimes I am, and you are not. sometimes you are, and I am not.
in the end, I am to you and you are to me, and we are to each other, as we are to ourselves."

translate - Differences exist between and among people. Interaction is an exercise required of all people. Introspection is an exercise required of all individuals. if you think about it, Individuality is prime. for what you do or have done or plan to do, blame no one. your life is your own responsibility.

posted by mjc @ 12:55 AM

no school today. the President declared state of rebellion over the country yesterday.
news says it wasn't a coup attempt because it was incited by Navy lieutenant Trillanes & not by the etat (the state, the citizens) who are the legitimate inciting factor in a true coup attempt.

negotiations were successful & today the state of rebellion has been lifted.
still, no school. now I can try to catch up with my hema module ;p

liken this to what happened to my tangible worry but indefinable cloudiness; in other words, my own minor imbalance -
negotiations took a few days longer, but by Saturday night I was able to declare an end to a very emotional week. I'm glad it's over.

posted by mjc @ 12:29 AM

today

LRU in between classes. I left them to xerox the surgery remedial sked for 3c10. who do I tell about my imbalance, secondary to those changes I keep worrying about? are the changes going to be actual or is my virtual world getting just a bit too twisted?

yesterday

Start of hema-onco module. I need goals.

PM reflection: "today, I want to be w/ just the people I like". some changes in my friendship dynamic are expected; maybe that's why.

backtrack Thu July 10

Much to be thankful for (this side of October) --

c10 celebrates July at Wok, Ice Rink, Yoshinoya, Timezone c/o the July birthday people

Jen & Jon-o arrive from Washington, safe

posted by mjc @ 9:00 PM

The critical care module exam just over.

posted by mjc @ 12:27 AM

Last night, I finished reading "Portrait of a Lady" by Henry James. It has taken me almost a year. If there's anything I might have learned from classic, sentimental fiction such as that, it is to recognize that some people are natural while others are contrived, and that their reasons for being of a sort or the other may be of personal choice, or for choices they have knowingly or unknowingly let others make for them.

I return to that philosophy of my senior year in BS Bio- "Life is choices. God gives grace."

posted by mjc @ 8:28 PM

Jade asked at i-browse last night, when she helped me post a document on the class website, get a *.gif of the c1 2001, and register for my own website, "why 'raksha'?" (Raksha is Mowgli's sister in "The Jungle Book", that's why)

nuances. he seemed kind. I even felt he was sincere. should I be distrustful? or should I trust? and with it, sense this happiness?

posted by mjc @ 1:05 AM